Discuss matters relating to health and relationships in this forum. But please keep it reasonable and keep in mind that people of all ages can view these forums. Remember all advice, unprofessional. 28 Minutes ago: 9 July 2011 21: 00-I wanted to this anonymous - probably should post, but I won't.

In fact, I have an eating disorder and my friend has it right way through help. He was the first to notice that my eating pattern and thoughts about food were not right and he pushed and pushed me a friend say, which then took me to the doctors.

I can't help but feel that he would be different things here would be, but because he is away from live it I so often see as I like would, or need to. He is always as a PhoneCall or a text removed and we constantly do text, but the pressure he not in here is really getting to me.

If it works I always mess up, I either do not eat or I spend the day make me sick. I suit him then. every time I make me sick, I him the blame for not prevented me even if I know that I should only be stronger. I mad that he tells me to eat, because I can't, and then when I do and I until he is not here to stop me throw it, I don't see, how he can make me eat if he is not here just seems not fair!

Sometimes I'm so terrible it and I don't even remember, and I'm eventhough it hurt to I do not feel anything at the time. I'll just have to say it * off and leave me alone tell him I want him I would instead error my food say not him, I want to be with him, I want to be dead. I feel like a terrible person write this now but at the time, which I kind of knows not what I'm doing - sounds pathetic, but I know not. then suddenly it seems to beat me and I scream and realize, what I did, because he is amazing and hurting him is actually the last thing I want to do, I do not want to lose him either.

You probably think that I love him, because I it how to treat *. but I know that only I feel confused and we are constantly problems hammer heads about my food. I tell him everything, much more than I say anyone else, so if I feel powerless in my room, blood, chest pain or dizziness throw is is he, I say. I really need it and if I'm not talking to him everything goes wrong which I guess, the reason is that I want to blame, I not to feel like he is my doctor and I his girlfriend again want to be. I know only not, as it is with him, I keep him dumping, because I am confused, I will not with his emotions more confusion about would I be with him, that I not only know, how can I stop hurting him.

Help?

13 Minutes ago: 9 July 2011 21: 14 Re: I can't stop pushing it if I was him I'd pulled-ass have long ago. Do you have an eating disorder, which is to put one thing with but to be a bitch? You sound like an invalid brat tbh.brave you, anonymously to book

Thank you for your useful imput, I am grateful that ignorant people like you - your always so bloody shortly and helpful

10 Minutes ago: 9 July 2011 21: 17 Re: I can't stop pushing him or say to know someone with a vaguely credible reason, who he is, forward their mail to them trustworthy.

TBH interception forensics consulting first if you can < _ ≪

I will tell him, but I have pretty much said it before because every time, if I him way push Appolagizing to no end because finally I to hate when he is excited.

I just want to change, to actually act to stop following him.

It is said that sometimes it seems like I hate him, which bothers me. Obviously I do not hate him I love him, but obviously, actions speak louder, but I do not know how to stop

8 Minutes ago: 9 July 2011 21: 19   Re: I can't stop pushing him a relationship is give and take. You can not when you are sick.

However, doctor offers something in return help without expecting. You have need to speak to the doctor about you some problems and you are mental health.

Everyone has a limit, and it seems that you are to achieve his. This does not mean that he means just doesn't love you, he can do more. The best would be to try to restrict contact with him until you are better. In this way, it makes sure that you not say that you will not regret you and he have time to the breathe.

He is not your doctor and you are not his patient. Try not being other people and if you enough to right now, in a relationship not strong. You are to thwart it. Take it and the help you need.

If you are right for each other, he will, when you are ready.

7 Minutes ago: 9 July 2011 21: 20 Re: I can't stop pushing him brave their to post anonymous

Thank you for your useful imput, I am grateful that ignorant people like you - your always so bloody shortly and helpful

May be you should concentrate on getting better and better (I have no idea, what is perhaps the process consulting), and you will begin to treat him better. It's really good that he provides for you, if he can, he must you really love. 1 Minute ago: 9 July 2011 21: 27 Re: I can't stop pushing it can be, you should concentrate on getting better and better (I have no idea, what is perhaps the process consulting), and you will begin to treat him better. It's really good that it provides for you, if he can, he must really love you.yup, I was having see CBT, nutritionists and doctors, then I from my heard self-propelled and went all tits. He pushed and I pushed back, to help to get, and finally I went to on Thursday about 3 months it asked me to.

I find it hard to respond to therapy and have asked the specialist ED physician not to me start again.

I was always better for a period of time and our relationship was really that good, its ruin by ill like this proof of the fact that I am, I'm just stuck and its hard to change.

He is the perfect friend by the whole thing, obviously, we have argued, but he has really worried me and I will feel in his guilt

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