Venting about a guy
So who I always like to have this guy since I met him (2 years ago) told he liked me a few months before. In the first year, which he used to do really mean and all laugh - talk behind my back to his friends and I'm pretty sure that they don't like me.
Last year, the it me signals sent, that he likes me but I have it, he simply ignored then a few months ago asked me but I told him I would just like to be friends. Long story short, he persuaded me to go with him and give him a chance give and if it doesn't work out will still we remain friends.
I told my friends and they were not too happy with this idea (she think he's a user and someone who is just me playing around a bit) but she still supported me.
He told his friends that were not too happy (I'm pretty sure that she think, not good enough to see with him).
And everything was fine, until a few days, if he told his friends me didn't like the idea about us. He started to act a bit strange and kept saying so inconsolable, as I was "Only friends etc makes", I'm not one to beg. So I said: "
if thats what you really want to, then well". I was so sad, upset and humiliated, as it my friends tell me, that we are together and there was only two weeks and he dropped out of it.
Then, after a few days, he said "you don't know me at all, how could I ever break things down with you." I was just messing around. "blah blah blah".
Then again, it was all good until yesterday, when he did the same thing. So I thought he was messing around again, but he said that he is serious. He has still no texted me today - we usually text every day.
I do not understand why he me like this is playing. I am just so depressed. I keep looking at my phone wait to get to a text from him. I hate feeling like this.
I have the feeling, he as follows is messing with me because I rejected him twice before. Why would he, though? You make me fall for him and then crush me - not once but twice. I like it - although I think I have always a soft spot for him.
Meh. As I don't know this, what I want from task. I needed only it let out.
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