im doing an apprenticeship and feel pretty *SH.... anyway lol,

I want to speak to someone about how im feeling, i feel really crappy and depressed i guess? I keep having suicidal thoughts but i know i wouldnt ever carry it out as im too much of a chicken, i just think about an easy way out i guess,

And i been always feeling down and crying, keep having days where i dont eat and pretend ive eaten just so i wont be cooked dinner at home or whatever,

I want to talk to my apprenticeship teacher as she has noticed ive been down, however i dont want her to go and blab everything to my parents or anyone ?

I was thinkig about saying to her 'can i speak to you?'

and we go into a room, and me asking her what the confidentiality rules were, and if she said she couldnt promise to keep anything a secret, i was just going to say 'oh, ok well dont worry' and walk out...

Is that a bad idea ?

Please give good advice, not stupid answers lol ><

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